keep your love lockdown

 I know our love is new
I've fallen over over you
It's the way you do the things you do
that make me fall in love with you
are you in love with me too?

(changed up the lyrics a bit)

i swore i'd never fall again, but this don't even feel like falling. gravity cant forget, to pull me back to the ground again.

and it takes my breath away.

never once, thought you would be trifflin, but oh i was blinded.

when you got close, my heart would just stop, thought me and you together would end up on top.

you changed me, for better, for worse.

they say every tear has its reasons, every smile has its own season.

you wanna make a memory?

the sweet smell of your perfume was all mine. i love the way you scream my name.

I watch the night turn light blue,
But it's not the same without you,
Because it takes two to whisper quietly.

The silence isn't so bad,
Till I look at my hands and feel sad,
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly.

its you, and me moving at the speed of light in to eternity.

Here’s to the kids. the kids who would rather spend their
 night with a bottle of coke & patrick or sonny playing on
 their headphones than go to some vomit-stained high
 school party. here’s to the kids whose 11:11 wish was
 wasted on one person who will never be there for them. here’s to
the kids whose idea of a good night is sitting on the hood of a car,
watching the stars. here’s to the kids who never were too good at life,
but still were wicked cool. here’s to the kids who listened to Fall Out Boy
and Hawthorne Heights before they were on mtv..and blame mtv for ruining
 their life. here’s to the kids who care more about the music than the
 haircuts. here’s to the kids who have crushes on a stupid lush. here’s
 to the kids who hum “a little less 16 candles, a little more touch me”
when they’re stuck home, dateless, on a saturday night. here’s to the
kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who didn’t even
 know they existed. here’s to the kids who have read The Perks of Being
 a Wallflower & didn’t feel so alone after doing so. here’s to the kids who
 spend their days in photobooths with their best friend(s). here’s to the kids
who are straight up smartasses & just don’t care. here’s to the kids who
speak their mind. here’s to the kids who consider screamo their lullaby
for going to sleep. here’s to the kids who second guess themselves on
everything they do. here’s to the kids who will never have 100 percent
 confidence in anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.
 here’s to the kids. this one’s not for the kids, who always get what they
 want, but for the ones who never had it at all. it’s not for the ones who
never got caught, but for the ones who always try and fall. this one’s
for the kids who didn’t make it, we were the kids who never made it.
the overcast girls and the underdog boys. not for the kids who had all
their joys. this one’s for the kids who never faked it. we’re the kids who
 didn’t make it. they say “breaking hearts is what we do best,” and,
“we’ll make your heart be ripped of your chest.” the only heart that i
broke was mine, when i got my hopes up too too high. we were the
 kids who didn’t make it. we are the kids who never made it

promise i'll be kind, but i wont stop until that boy is mine.

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yeahyeah, i know my pictures are getting repeated but i STILL cannot find any nice ones.

And I just want to show you, she don't even know you. She's never gonna love you like I want to And you just see right through me but if only you knew we could be a beautiful miracle, unbelievable Instead of just invisible. -Taylor Swift

 Don't go for the guy who sucks up to you. Go for the one that pisses you off on a daily basis and yet you still find yourself crazy in love with him.

"The day I learn to fly, I'm never coming down." -Rise Against

Enjoy the little things in life...for one day you'll look back and realize they were the big things.

"Every song has a memory; Every song has the ability to make or break your heart, Shut down the heart and open the eyes. I’m afraid that if you look at a thing long enough, it loses all of its meaning." -Andy Warhol

Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

No matter how we try to be mature, we will always be a kid when we all get hurt and cry -Peter Pan

I've been running around for the past six months with absolutely no direction. I didn't know what i wanted. All i knew was that you were always there, always in my head, always under my skin.

i am the luckiest

Well nevermind no ones commenting ; aaahahaha ! i probably won't be posting too many pictures in this post, i haven't found much good ones lately.

Madness is like gravity. All it takes is a little push - The Dark Knight

Look at the stars. They're the same stars as last week. Last year. Same as when we were kids. When we weren't kids. In a hundred years. no one will ever know who we are. But they'll know those same stars.

There will come a day when you'll feel like shit and you'll want to give up on this life and everything else. When that day arrives save yourself some trouble and don't do a thing, just take a nap

Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just means that you value your relationship more than your ego.

No matter how we try to be mature, we will always be a kid when we all get hurt and cry -Peter Pan

Never ruin an apology with an excuse.

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; DONT STOP BELIEVEING.

It was so hard to explain, but it gave me a chill, every time.
Almost like he was touching my heart.


I have this very silly feeling, dear friend, that one day I'll be old,
without ever having really been young.


Once upon a time, words never hurt me,
change never killed me, love never broke
me, fear never shook me, and my hopes
never faded away.

I locked love away in my heart and threw away
the key. I'm waiting for him to open it up and
fall in love with me.

He smiles and looks away, and you wonder,
just maybe, that smile meant something he
couldn't say.

Once I learn to love myself,
I promise I'll love you next.

What you don't know won't hurt you.
It's what you suspect that fucks everything up.


You know, I think for once I might do something
crazy. I might finally follow my heart, no matter
what I think it might lead me to. Cause I'd rather
fight the pain than be living with the regrets.


Another Saturday night wasted away,
too far to care, and too drunk to dream.
Once again the words you said won't get,
won't get out of my fucking head.


I do my best to stay happy, I really do.
But every once in a while, this one memory,
it keeps coming back. And that's when
all I can think of is you.


Cause this, this is love. The way I'd give
you my whole heart, and be there for you
forever. The way you make me smile,
and how you can brighten my whole day.
I'm in love, even if you don't want me to be.



and its just so hard to stay strong
when nothing is right
and everything is wrong.




i like in a world of fantasy
so keep your reality
away from me
i see what i want
i want what i see
and that is all
okay by me.


i never knew that just holding someones hand
could make you the most happiest person on this earth.


I wait here forever just to see your smile
cause its true, i am nothing without you.

i wanna be the girl who he thinks is the cutest.
not necassarily the "hottest" or the "prettiest", but the cutest.
because hotness refers to the body, and god knows mine isn't perfect.
pretty refers to the face and i know plenty of girls prettier than me.
but cuteness is refering to every imperfection that he loves.
every weird little habit.
the funny little things that make me different from every other girl he could have.
like how i have a dorky laugh, or i can't watch gory movies. or the way my hair smells.
all of the little things that he notices and adores.
i wanna be that girl.

i want you to know with everything i wont let this go
there words are my heart and soul
i'll hold on to this moment you know
as i bleed my heart out to show and i wont let go.

i'll be there for you when the sky falls down
i'll be there for you when no one's around
i'll be there for you when there's no way out and your down.

I'm afraid that after waiting,
he'll end up with another girl.
im afraid of what hasnt happened.
And most of all,
i'm afraid i'll never find someone.
who compares to him.


i'm crossing my fingers, praying to god, and wishing on stars.
and it's all for you.


it takes guts to fall in love.
but it takes nerve
to go back to the one
who broke you.

it's not what i feel for you, it's
what i don't feel for anyone but you.

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 i'll walk the line,
cross the line,
i'll do it all for whats mine.
and after everythings said and done,
just know i've tried my hardest,
and that i wasn't having fun.
this wasn't just a game.

i realize i still have feelings for you,
but after everything we've been through,
saying it loud, will only make it more true.
i realize i'm using past-tence,
but atleast its not a pretence,
just like you have always done.

now i know that me and you are through,
you'd think that i could stop being true to you.
but my heart is the same as ever.
still loving you forever.

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